I’ve never been very good at denial, or blind faith...sometimes it seems like I question almost everything. I get the feeling denial is a lot less work.
I also don’t hold anger well for very long either. I know people like to say that forgiveness is best but I’ve seen valid anger keep some people safer.
I can only genuinely strive to be authentically happy, anti-apathetic & move proactively when I CAN to make a difference and leave the worst of it that’s TRULY out of my hands to God & NEVER forget the great things in my life!